~2.5 g green maeng da
~5 g red borneo<\/p>\n\n\n\n
sum = 7.5 g kratom<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I woke up earlier today && had to deal w\/more today, though, so I would expect the dosage to be higher. Also there was a medical apt (therapist–she’s really stupid, && not that professional) in the morning, which is always draining (America’s worldwide famous shit–yes, even in liberal states–healthcare system).<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So I would expect like 2 g more.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My daily limit is about 6-8 g.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So for tonight (&& no need to take–most of the time–if body does not say it would help), I should expect 8 – 10 g.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Try to cap it at 9. Basic addiction check.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So yeah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So I CAN HAVE IF I WANT: 9 – 7.5 g = 1.5 more g, which rounds up to 2 g (4 pills).<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hopefully this coincides meaningfully w\/the evening being more under control.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Also I didn’t exercise today yet, so we’ll have to at least do yoga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am losing weight, though. I guess. I really like weight lifting. But walking (or jogging) builds travel skills.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Which I, as a stupid wasteful American, do not possess.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So we have some variables to work with.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I guess I should be thankful for the degrees of freedom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Or some horse shit.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
~2.5 g green maeng da~5 g red borneo sum = 7.5 g kratom I woke up earlier today && had to deal w\/more today, though, so I would expect the dosage to be higher. Also there was a medical apt … Continue reading