{"id":1202,"date":"2026-10-17T14:21:06","date_gmt":"2026-10-17T21:51:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=1202"},"modified":"2026-10-17T14:22:00","modified_gmt":"2026-10-17T21:52:00","slug":"1202","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=1202","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don&#8217;t know. I don&#8217;t feel good. This house feels like a prison.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I guess I need to do some chores.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don&#8217;t work hard enough. I work on my web app &amp;&amp; send out one resume a week.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m lonely. My mother is&#8230; has forgotten things.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Going for a hike w\/brothers &amp;&amp; mother.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hopefully it goes OK.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Thanks for reading.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m sorry I didn&#8217;t mean to insult anyone, and just, the reader is very unhappy w\/my writing and situation\/status.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So I aplologize.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We canceled the hike.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I guess it was too scary for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Having a bad feeling about something should be factored into whether you even attend or not.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Poor middle brother will be angry. Mother is fussy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I guess I don&#8217;t know these people.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m sorry for the traumatic\/traumatizing blog.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It does belong to me, though.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&amp;&amp; building it was something.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Anyway.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know. I don&#8217;t feel good. This house feels like a prison. I guess I need to do some chores. I don&#8217;t work hard enough. I work on my web app &amp;&amp; send out one resume a week. I&#8217;m &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=1202\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"iawp_total_views":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[67,827,826,825,32,828,830,829],"class_list":["post-1202","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog","tag-blogging","tag-family-issues","tag-hike-canceled","tag-hiking","tag-mental-health","tag-mother-likes-nature-so-i-tried-to-be-nice-to-her-but-apparently-having-memories-of-past-hallucinatory-episodes-trauma-at-the-hike-forest-area-convinced-me-not-to-be-nice-to-her","tag-nature-not-a-cure-all","tag-nature-x-mental-illness"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1202","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1202"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1202\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1203,"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1202\/revisions\/1203"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1202"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1202"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1202"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}