I don’t know. The fucking like, antidopaminergics cut off my reward neurotransmitter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
How is that health?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What the fuck?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Modern psychiatry is braindead. Fuck you bitch, go jump off a bridge.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
&& the kratom is good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Let’s establish a range of the dosage (I lost track of it) for today. No more, hopefully.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I would say anywhere between 8 && 12 g today.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Is this more than normal?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t know, I don’t know what to say.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But i see the warning sign: I need it to pick me up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Although, today was a pretty fucked day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I will from now on after triggering myself by walking throiugh the neigborhood && up the hill w\/mother, detox AWAY from the parents, after I get back w mother, go TO my bedroom, and self-isolate. For like. Half an hour.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\/c that’s how deadly the parents are.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I would like to increase my risperidone, I would like to decrease my olanzapine, I would like 0 mg fluoxetine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I am not suicidal or homicidal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As the natural pace of shitstorm plus fucks me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fuck you shit fuck ass gotohell.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Retards.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fuck you, shit fuck shit fuck shit fuck shit fuck fuck off kill yrself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Retards.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fuck you, bitch.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I don’t know. The fucking like, antidopaminergics cut off my reward neurotransmitter. How is that health? What the fuck? Modern psychiatry is braindead. Fuck you bitch, go jump off a bridge. && the kratom is good. Let’s establish a range … Continue reading