My mother is there to look out for me. I should not be so mean to her.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I really do not want to be accused of elderly abuse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
&& all this I have, it something.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I think.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So what would you say? There are impulses of this or that, && it is interesting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t feel good. That walk w\/mother did something to me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Decreasing the SSRI is also rough so far.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It will be better tomorrow.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My heart rate is calm right now, though. Which I like.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t know. I will try to play piano on Fridays from now on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It’s good to have moments of lucidity to see how paranoid I am.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t like the term “delusional” b\/c it is often used, or it was, for like, “delusions of grandeur”, or like, a delusional ego, hitting on some lady.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t know.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sorry for causing you all your problems.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This is bad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t know why, but it is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There’s something not right w\/my blog right now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I guess withdrawal from the SSRI decrease is rough.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I will go to bed on time though.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Which is ~1 AM for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
&& mom && I are going out tomorrow. I’ll get some coding done @ the cafe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She wants to go bag shopping.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I guess I shouldn’t die before then.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Or go to a hospital or w\/e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sorry for swearing so much. I really like swearing. It doesn’t get anything done though, which is strange to me, b\/c usually it gets things done.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oh well.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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