{"id":1408,"date":"2026-10-30T00:02:14","date_gmt":"2026-10-30T07:32:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=1408"},"modified":"2026-10-30T00:03:01","modified_gmt":"2026-10-30T07:33:01","slug":"1408","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=1408","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My hallucinations I am starting to understand. My brain&#8217;s acoustic centers are noisy, so I hear voices that aren&#8217;t there, usually in areas where people ARE nearby&#8211;but it is not them talking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My delusions I am starting to understand. It is sort of my brain&#8217;s panic response, jumping to conclusions about this or that. It&#8217;s not that bad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What is bad is my paranoia &amp;&amp; anxiety.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&amp;&amp; yin yoga helps w\/both of those.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don&#8217;t know if I should blog.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wish I didn&#8217;t have to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But I wish I could say what was on my mind, instead of hiding so much.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oh btw, others, if you&#8217;re gay &amp;&amp; you don&#8217;t want to come out, you don&#8217;t have to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So that&#8217;s nice.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My hallucinations I am starting to understand. My brain&#8217;s acoustic centers are noisy, so I hear voices that aren&#8217;t there, usually in areas where people ARE nearby&#8211;but it is not them talking. My delusions I am starting to understand. It &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=1408\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"iawp_total_views":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1408","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1408","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1408"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1408\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1411,"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1408\/revisions\/1411"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1408"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1408"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1408"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}