I don’t really know what I want to do right now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I get a lot done, and Saturday is a good reset.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But my headspace has been small for a while, and I’m going to dedicate an hour a day ex-Sat to the creative arts: namely, poetry && photography.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My therapist recommended games to me instead of art, but she’s fat, middle-aged, crude, and brainless.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t want to say the word “former drug user”. Yes, that is one word.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What else kud it be?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m so smart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Holy fuck I’m smart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t know what to say.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Thanks for reading.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
(This was wholly unsatisfactory).<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As Steam destroys the computer game industry, soul-by-soul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Right…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The neighbors are very sensitive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I do yin yoga, and I’m going to go for a weekly hike-walk (it’s in between) and after the walk, do my weightlifting. Or one. Or the other.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cop sirens nearby, in the distance, frequently. About 3 times a day.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I guess California is a “combat state”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Not to be confused w\/Combat Baby by Metric.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I frequently doubt my utility as a family member. But I think that is external influence, not my family hating me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Too many implications. I suppose in educated environments, inferential logic probably is appreciated andorneverwelcomes welcomed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
What kud it be?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I give up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
This was wholly unsatisfactory.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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