{"id":305,"date":"2026-08-30T02:16:19","date_gmt":"2026-08-30T09:46:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=305"},"modified":"2026-08-30T02:16:19","modified_gmt":"2026-08-30T09:46:19","slug":"so-salsa-fresh","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=305","title":{"rendered":"So salsa fresh"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

I don’t know. I just want to be better. I want to feel better, not as bad. I want to be more responsible. I want things to be easier, less hard. Except I guess when you’re doing like work type stuff–and even then, I often am confronted w\/an impossible wall. There’s a difference between challenge && overload.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeah. So, like, if you think this, do that; && vice versa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So why would it reason? What are the metrics for tax season?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don’t like much personal history. But I’m finally starting to move on, re-stabilize, && see what I should be doing to push humanity’s envelope.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I would like to be more stable. This SSRI was not good for my panic. I think it didn’t make it any better, but maybe it taught me enough to deal w\/it on my own (the panic, not the SSRI–the latter I’m decreasing w\/my psychochiatrist).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m really enthused about switching from science to engineering. I will be have to learn a lot more basics && network like hell to find a decent job, but everyone needs a home away from home.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So anyway.<\/p>\n

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