{"id":333,"date":"2026-09-04T15:18:11","date_gmt":"2026-09-04T22:48:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=333"},"modified":"2026-09-04T15:18:11","modified_gmt":"2026-09-04T22:48:11","slug":"brief-checkup","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=333","title":{"rendered":"Brief checkup"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;ve been going through some changes to my medication (for mental health problems) w\/my psychiatrist, and actually, just so you know, my therapist did recommend me writing in this blog (to keep track of things). I don&#8217;t feel safe about it, and I think I need to clean it up a bit, but I don&#8217;t know how to do that w\/o sacrificing my rawness\/honesty (bleh), &#8220;data log&#8221; for myself as information for my care team, &amp;&amp; maybe a few other things.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m sorry for being so violent and disrespectful w\/my language.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don&#8217;t know who I&#8217;m apologizing to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">All my sentences start w\/the word &#8220;I&#8221;, which means I am selfish.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It&#8217;s strange. 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