I’m so tired.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t know how to enjoy a break. Mom’s dying in the living room.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dad’s asleep dying upstairs in the master.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So here I am, WITH a master’s, in my bedroom, hacking out some code.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Need to do some biomedical engineering stuff eventually. See about jobs in that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But probably it’s a slow process.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m so tired.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t know what I did wrong.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I revoked my robot-recommended (fuck robots, btw) “strict” rule of work only during designated work hours.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Work all the time. Work never. Work when you want to, when you don’t want to, when you can, more than is reasonable, with lots of small breaks, and make progress.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It’s so simple. Why does no one get it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I’m so tired. I don’t know how to enjoy a break. Mom’s dying in the living room. Dad’s asleep dying upstairs in the master. So here I am, WITH a master’s, in my bedroom, hacking out some code. Need to … Continue reading