{"id":48,"date":"2026-07-24T20:27:45","date_gmt":"2026-07-24T20:27:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=48"},"modified":"2026-07-24T20:27:45","modified_gmt":"2026-07-24T20:27:45","slug":"sudden-repose-induces-panic-so-i-listen-to-bach-lute-suites","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=48","title":{"rendered":"Sudden repose induces panic, so I listen to Bach lute suites"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

I don’t know. I’m sort of tired. I’m trying to take it easier, out-juke the trickster reader (who talks loudly instead of reading). Maybe that is me. Who is the reader?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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I don’t know I don’t know. What would you advise?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Papa had a migraine yesterday, and he was really scared it was a stroke. We did the basic face-asymmetry\/symmetry test, lift left arm (I told him to lift both arms) test, and from his descriptions (one eye blind spots, pain in one half of “brain” as he said) it seemed like a migraine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I enjoy being a biomedical engineer, && a former athlete. I enjoy helping others be healthy, as little as I am capable of it, still so.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Still so.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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I’m lonely. But I want to stay single. YOU KNOW WHAT THAAAAAAAT MEAAANS: Yeah, go to the local card game shop and make friends.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Oh boy commander, I hate commander, I’m so scared of people.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m so scared of people.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The good thing is, I can take it slow, take it easy, take it slow.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Which is good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

That makes me heppy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m trying to go “easier” on myself, and mom is shopping for flower seeds on Amazon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

What else is new.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m sorry I scared you. I’m totally okay. I hope the black net is treating you well. You know I don’t remember who you are, right?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sorry about that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Well anyway, I’m glad we were able to connect, and that I can prove to you that I’m okay, not in prison, taking safety measures in this insane fuck-show (I won’t call it a “whirled”).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So it is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So it is.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Well anyway. I hope you’re doing okay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Plenty of fish I guess.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Need to go to CARD STOOOOORE 2-day! Yeah! :-D.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Take it slow; take it easy, take it slow…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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I’ll try to work on more photos more often. And publish them on here!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oh also I sort of want to learn lyrical poetry (like verse, sinquaine, etc.) not free verse. FUCK FREE VERSE TO HELL AND BACK. IT’S NOT POETRY.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh retards.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oh well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Why not more?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

You can leave me alone. I’ll be okay. I hoeppe you’re okeigheuh.<\/p>\n

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