{"id":52,"date":"2026-07-25T04:24:03","date_gmt":"2026-07-25T04:24:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=52"},"modified":"2026-07-25T04:24:03","modified_gmt":"2026-07-25T04:24:03","slug":"some-freedom-of-speech-on-a-random-nobody-blog-w-reassurances-that-the-threats-are-not-real-and-threatening","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=52","title":{"rendered":"Some freedom of speech on a random nobody blog w\/reassurances that the threats are not real (and threatening)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

I’m in pain. I don’t fucking know what to fucking do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Help me help me, oh lord what will happen to me if no one helps me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oh dear oh my, what calamity, what cataclysm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Oh well oh well oh well fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Retuning the brain waves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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I don’t know what to say<\/em>, either.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m fucked.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m sorry for all of this.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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But I am neither suicidal nor homicidal, which is good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The therapist && psychiatrist ask me that every appointment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Appointment appartment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Shitty neighbors gaslighting me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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I don’t know what to say.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m so worried.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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How does one “relax” (and is it possible?)?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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WTF fuck you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Kill… something.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Or just play games it is UWU-WATERVS.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Fuck you I’m going to kill you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dear reader I’m not going to kill anyone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

What is this fiction.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I give, I give–I’m just venting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Now the cops will arrest me for writing in my online journal anonymously.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This is modern society.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It suxxxxxxx.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Fuck off.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Shit fuck ass nigger thizz bitch DIE DIE DIE.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don’t know what to say.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This is so stupid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I have no structure, nothing really do live with anymore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m neither suicidal nor homicidal, and my mental health is actually pretty good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I just value freedom of speech (and to some extent laissez-faire).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Or whatever, the fuck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The fuck-T.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ass is ass nigger thizzin bitching fuckall placebo effect.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Placebo effect.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I hope you can survive the globals warmings.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Safety is not worth the sacrifice, though.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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I don’t know. It’s tiresome && bothersome. Voices acting up, too. Which sucks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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I don’t really know what to say.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sorry for all of this. Just my thoughts, in writing.<\/p>\n

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