I overdosed on kratom a little bit today.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I had like, 2 capsules in the morning, and 3 before heading out again for errands w\/mom (I’m hiding it from her, so far–and probably for a while).<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I had like 6 or 7 total yesterday, too. Capsules.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Really, that’s too much.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It appears to stay in the system\/bloodstream\/whereverbodypartsorgans for a while. I would estimate even up to a few days, based on this experience.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
&& it IS digested slowly, so like, if you have too much–get ready for dizziness, a bad stomach ache, && just sort of like, serotonin rush (not entirely pleasant).<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I feel calmer now. I’m not having any more today. I’m sticking to my green tea (tea, not kratom), and later at night, herbal tea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Going out pumpkin picking w\/fam-fam tomm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Should be good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But something is missing. Something is lacking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I got both my heart points && step count goals for today. I don’t know. It’s not enough<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I guess I could do some yoga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But my back hurts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Maybe I should stretch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’m so tired of all thisse-ahh horse-shitte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t know.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The movies mom is watching are super tense, lots of emptiness, silence–some italian producer\/directory known for examining loneliness at the time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I would estimate it’s only worse nowadays.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oh well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I guess that’s it for now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sorry for freaking anyone out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Thanks for reading~
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I overdosed on kratom a little bit today. I had like, 2 capsules in the morning, and 3 before heading out again for errands w\/mom (I’m hiding it from her, so far–and probably for a while). I had like 6 … Continue reading