I don’t know. I don’t like these evening kratom cravings. Ideally I just have my dose after work stuff is done && go about my business, entertaining myself or whatever the shit it is the 1st world does when not working.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But the cravings are worse in the evening than in the morning. This exact pattern, however (take dose, go about business–no problems) happens in the morning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I had 7 pills (3.5 g) this evening, && am disappointed w\/red borneo. Green maeng da would’ve been preferred, but I didn’t want to be overactive tonight–I need to sleep on time-ish b\/c mother and I are going out tomorrow.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Still paranoid of stalkers. It is completely illogical.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t know.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I’ll try to see what else I can do in my psychological defense. I set a hard upper limit tonight of 8 pills (4 g–the recommended dosage for starters from Mitragaia).<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So there’s that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yeahp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Microsoft To-Do is surprisingly good software. It’s hard to find good software these days. I really like its design features. It works well for my evenings.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Free time stuff. What woe is me shitty filigree.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Or whatever.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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