{"id":99,"date":"2026-07-29T20:10:10","date_gmt":"2026-07-30T03:40:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=99"},"modified":"2026-07-29T20:10:27","modified_gmt":"2026-07-30T03:40:27","slug":"99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=99","title":{"rendered":"Dampeners"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

I’m tired. I don’t know what to say. I’m trying to be more liberal instead of like, safe. B\/c it’s healthier to be liberal. And liberal mindsets are not necessarily dangerous, and conservative mindsets are NOT safe to begin with! Why restrict yrself! It’s NOT self-discipline–it’s just tolerating the abuse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I dongo-mondo scared of the cops. I got into some trouble w\/alcohol && social media, so I’m TRYING to mind my own business from now on. Handcuffs really fucking hurt, btw! No one really talks about it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Like fecking 10 police sirens in our area an hour. Ritdardiculous!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Va peur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuck shit comptoir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But I need to write, you know? Publish or perish.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don’t know. Obviously I shouldn’t have threatened someone on linkedin, but I would ASSUME it was not even posted and instead it was caught in linkedin’s prefetch cache stuff for censoring unreasonable communication.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But no one explains anything anymore. No one told me they SAW my threat, and no one told me they DIDN’T see my threat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And now I am expected to joobles it, or fucking talk to a shitty yes-person robot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

What the fuck? I hate robots. I hate Google! This is not reasonable. I want to use my time for myself, and to improve things. Not to fucking check up on the safety of an unprofessional social media website for fecking being a lazy ass at work (that’s what linkedin is for, btw–we all know it).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So fuck you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don’t know what else to say but I am really liking this desktop I set up for myself, this logikey-board, the mouse is not bad. Once my new wifi shit-stick plugs into the computer AFTER it arrives in snail mail amazon NOT on prime (cuz fuck that to hell and back like a rapist big), hopefully I can haz play vidya jymbz ‘gen! I use a streaming service, not steam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I don’t play games on steam anymore. Because of the “democratization” (read: shittification) of the game meer-cat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hey, so fuck you (some more).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And go die, and kill yourself, and thank you for spying on me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Garbage whore ass shit nigger thizz bitch. There is no WORKAROUND for FREEDOM OF SPEECH RESTRICTIONS.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

You just… go insane. From lack of communication.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

My social brain is nice && healthy, thank you for fucking me in the ass, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA&&& the shit is shitstorm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No I don’t know. Coffee shops don’t treat me well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I know who my people (ppl) aere, I know what I like, and I don’t understand this BRUTISH BRUTE FORCE insisted upon by both people who have lived with me, the government, the market, the animal rescue shelters, and the dicks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So fuck off?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anything else…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hmm I don’t know. Maybe it would be better to listen to the neighbors gaslight me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This fucking retard french audiobook just called it stupid to value freedom of expression.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And I used to fucking run a retard-fuckshit ass nigger thizz bitch kill-yrself LITERARY MAGAZINE.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

AND I CANCELED IT.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

But feel free to browse the publishing platforms in search of ACTUAL LITERATURE.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Good luck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

In any case, I think things are settling down, and Califuckyoutohellandback DOES have a lot of pricks in it. Am I too cereal?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oh well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I wouldn’t know what to say nor would I know what to do with what I have said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Now the whistle go wooo, and the cops are going to arrest me for blogging.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

In “liberal” (moderately) Califuckyoutohellandback.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And people hate me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

LITERATURE professors HATE him…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fag nigger shit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anything else, retards in the area (maybe mooching off our wifi network)?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kill the hours. Hrs. Yrhs. Yhrs. YHRS.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

YOURS.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I haven’t seen or written the word “yours” in a long time. Or is it “your’s”? No, apparently naught. So that’s good, I have language skills still. Wooo!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch. Kill yrself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This is unreasonable now the cops need to deport me to guantanamo for writing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Your writing is too liberal, it’s going to rape children.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No, ahh, actually, the preachers in the catholic church do that quite fine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Go fuck yrself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Shit. These pills are sort of, too strong, not narcotics just prescriptions.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fucking bad music all the time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

All the source, is ass.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And all the stupid, is you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. It’s like ZOMGBIES liek totes FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK SHIT.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kill yrself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Stupid retards.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I’m tired. Am I allowed to be normal yet?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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