{"id":99,"date":"2026-07-29T20:10:10","date_gmt":"2026-07-30T03:40:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=99"},"modified":"2026-07-29T20:10:27","modified_gmt":"2026-07-30T03:40:27","slug":"99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/enceladus-b-type.blog\/?p=99","title":{"rendered":"Dampeners"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m tired. I don&#8217;t know what to say. I&#8217;m trying to be more liberal instead of like, safe. B\/c it&#8217;s healthier to be liberal. And liberal mindsets are not necessarily dangerous, and conservative mindsets are NOT safe to begin with! Why restrict yrself! It&#8217;s NOT self-discipline&#8211;it&#8217;s just tolerating the abuse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I dongo-mondo scared of the cops. I got into some trouble w\/alcohol &amp;&amp; social media, so I&#8217;m TRYING to mind my own business from now on. Handcuffs really fucking hurt, btw! No one really talks about it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Like fecking 10 police sirens in our area an hour. Ritdardiculous!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Va peur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fuck shit comptoir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But I need to write, you know? Publish or perish.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"> I don&#8217;t know. Obviously I shouldn&#8217;t have threatened someone on linkedin, but I would ASSUME it was not even posted and instead it was caught in linkedin&#8217;s prefetch cache stuff for censoring unreasonable communication.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But no one explains anything anymore. No one told me they SAW my threat, and no one told me they DIDN&#8217;T see my threat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And now I am expected to joobles it, or fucking talk to a shitty yes-person robot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What the fuck? I hate robots. I hate Google! This is not reasonable. I want to use my time for myself, and to improve things. Not to fucking check up on the safety of an unprofessional social media website for fecking being a lazy ass at work (that&#8217;s what linkedin is for, btw&#8211;we all know it).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So fuck you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don&#8217;t know what else to say but I am really liking this desktop I set up for myself, this logikey-board, the mouse is not bad. Once my new wifi shit-stick plugs into the computer AFTER it arrives in snail mail amazon NOT on prime (cuz fuck that to hell and back like a rapist big), hopefully I can haz play vidya jymbz &#8216;gen! I use a streaming service, not steam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don&#8217;t play games on steam anymore. Because of the &#8220;democratization&#8221; (read: shittification) of the game meer-cat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hey, so fuck you (some more).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And go die, and kill yourself, and thank you for spying on me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Garbage whore ass shit nigger thizz bitch. There is no WORKAROUND for FREEDOM OF SPEECH RESTRICTIONS.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You just&#8230; go insane. From lack of communication.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">My social brain is nice &amp;&amp; healthy, thank you for fucking me in the ass, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA&amp;&amp;&amp; the shit is shitstorm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No I don&#8217;t know. Coffee shops don&#8217;t treat me well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I know who my people (ppl) aere, I know what I like, and I don&#8217;t understand this BRUTISH BRUTE FORCE insisted upon by both people who have lived with me, the government, the market, the animal rescue shelters, and the dicks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So fuck off?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Anything else&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hmm I don&#8217;t know. Maybe it would be better to listen to the neighbors gaslight me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This fucking retard french audiobook just called it stupid to value freedom of expression.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And I used to fucking run a retard-fuckshit ass nigger thizz bitch kill-yrself LITERARY MAGAZINE.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">AND I CANCELED IT.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But feel free to browse the publishing platforms in search of ACTUAL LITERATURE.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Good luck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In any case, I think things are settling down, and Califuckyoutohellandback DOES have a lot of pricks in it. Am I too cereal?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oh well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wouldn&#8217;t know what to say nor would I know what to do with what I have said.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Now the whistle go wooo, and the cops are going to arrest me for blogging.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In &#8220;liberal&#8221; (moderately) Califuckyoutohellandback.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And people hate me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">LITERATURE professors HATE him&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fag nigger shit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Anything else, retards in the area (maybe mooching off our wifi network)?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kill the hours. Hrs. Yrhs. Yhrs. YHRS.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">YOURS.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I haven&#8217;t seen or written the word &#8220;yours&#8221; in a long time. Or is it &#8220;your&#8217;s&#8221;? No, apparently naught. So that&#8217;s good, I have language skills still. Wooo!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch. Kill yrself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This is unreasonable now the cops need to deport me to guantanamo for writing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Your writing is too liberal, it&#8217;s going to rape children.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No, ahh, actually, the preachers in the catholic church do that quite fine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Go fuck yrself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Shit. These pills are sort of, too strong, not narcotics just prescriptions.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Fucking bad music all the time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">All the source, is ass.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">And all the stupid, is you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">So fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. It&#8217;s like ZOMGBIES liek totes FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK SHIT.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Kill yrself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Stupid retards.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I&#8217;m tired. Am I allowed to be normal yet?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m tired. I don&#8217;t know what to say. I&#8217;m trying to be more liberal instead of like, safe. B\/c it&#8217;s healthier to be liberal. 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