I didn’t exercise enough today.

I had some blackberries, raw white onion, && a cup of cranberry juice.

Healthy food exists.

I’m @ like 10 or 11 g kratom today so far.

I had 2 g in the morning.

I’m definitely starting to feel tolerance, after about a month of daily usage.

I need to figure out how to keep this good thing under control.

The thing is, just b/c you don’t feel good, doesn’t mean it isn’t helping you, or that you need to take more.

Sometimes not feeling good is the ethical option.

&& sometimes not feeling good is rewarding.

So anyway. I wish happiness were that easy, but I guess it isn’t.

Need to brush my teeth.

(Stark dissidence).

Fuck you, duck.