My hallucinations I am starting to understand. My brain’s acoustic centers are noisy, so I hear voices that aren’t there, usually in areas where people ARE nearby–but it is not them talking.

My delusions I am starting to understand. It is sort of my brain’s panic response, jumping to conclusions about this or that. It’s not that bad.

What is bad is my paranoia && anxiety.

&& yin yoga helps w/both of those.

I don’t know if I should blog.

I wish I didn’t have to.

But I wish I could say what was on my mind, instead of hiding so much.

Oh btw, others, if you’re gay && you don’t want to come out, you don’t have to.

So that’s nice.