I was thinking of restarting kratom usage, b/c even heavy-duty psych meds do not totally fix me.

I don’t mean sexually, either.

So like.

Safety precautions I would take this time:

• Follow dosage for capsules
• Already researched it on <erowid.org>
• Boil and store in kitchen for powder
• If using extract, only use in ADDITION to base
• Budget regularly (>= 1/mo) to make sure not buying too much
• Tell parents && brothers during transition period
• Know the different strains, explore more this time (don’t get pigeonholed (or actually, mathematically, DO))

SO, is that enough safety? I had a lot of problems previously, && I AM diagnosed w/a mental illness. HOWEVER, I don’t think kratom “abuse” was the problem previously IN EXCLUSION.

It may have contributed, though.

Also I am taking better care of myself, just in general.

It’s a really good anxiolytic (social anxiety disorder), mood enhancer/stabilizer (yes, both–previously diagnosed w/depressive type of psychotic disorder).

My mother AND brother BOTH said they thought it was “good for [me]”.

&& it’s still legal where I live, && I’ve sort of… I think I’m “mellowing out” or what the fuck is this stereotype about aging.

If I am? (mellowing out, that is), then I prefer the term “late bloomer”.

So disclosing it on here helps me, and I hope it entertains you.

Thanks for reading.