Hey fuck ‘U’

I don’t know what to say. I am no longer sufficient for others.

The system is turning me into a victim.

And soon I will be dead.

Hey fuck you.

Oh ya, also, fuck off.

And shit dead (whatever that means).

Die die die.

Nothing mattress sale.

The psych system doesn’t like me. The robots don’t like me. My family doesn’t like me (or at least is irritated w/me).

This is prozac nation after all.

Fuck off.

I need to go out tomorrow on my own.

Maybe after I wake up.

I didn’t get my hike in today. But I did some yoga. It doesn’t mattress sale.

Hey fuck you.

These people are freaks. I am the normal one.

I am DEFINITELY suing the mental healthcare system in Cali (after I recover, of course).

Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch.

Garbage-ass whores.

And horses.

Fucking on rainbows.

THEYERRE never mind fucking on ranboe’s (dick).

Fuck yrself.

Shit fuck ass.

I give. Short one today (Which Means Never).

And suicide.

Adidas addendum,

I don’t really like the neighborhood where I live. There’s a lot of sketchy telepathic characters here.

Like I THINK something, then they fucking (real people, like a mom && a daughter at the nearby playground) say something that I can’t hear clearly, but sounds very close to my thought or inner narrative.

How is that NOT gaslighting?

Too many coincidences means don’t gamble on it.

I’ll try to put up some photos and poetry (my art) on here some time.

Lots of trash in the area. Reinstalling lightroom (b/c I manage my debt well).

What is wrong w/my face. Why am I so stiff.

Okay okay, I give. Go to hell.