I don’t know. I just want to be better. I want to feel better, not as bad. I want to be more responsible. I want things to be easier, less hard. Except I guess when you’re doing like work type stuff–and even then, I often am confronted w/an impossible wall. There’s a difference between challenge && overload.
Yeah. So, like, if you think this, do that; && vice versa.
So why would it reason? What are the metrics for tax season?
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I don’t like much personal history. But I’m finally starting to move on, re-stabilize, && see what I should be doing to push humanity’s envelope.
I would like to be more stable. This SSRI was not good for my panic. I think it didn’t make it any better, but maybe it taught me enough to deal w/it on my own (the panic, not the SSRI–the latter I’m decreasing w/my psychochiatrist).
I’m really enthused about switching from science to engineering. I will be have to learn a lot more basics && network like hell to find a decent job, but everyone needs a home away from home.
So anyway.
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