I had like 5 g of red vein Borneo tonight, && it is only now popping up. It really does peak circumstantially/much later than expected.

Also red borneo is somewhat weak. Good if y’re somewhat… I don’t know. I was looking for something faster, more upbeat.

But this is fine, too.

I took it super slow && cautiously w/my evening dose today. I had two green maeng das in the morning, && that was sufficient (in combination w/my psych meds && nutritional supplements).

IS the soil in the U.S. eroding? IS corn horny?

Also yeah, sheer willpower (although I have some) is not a sustainable solution.

So we’ll have to find other safety mechanisms that are less religious/scammy.