Thanks for reading. I have to get ready to go soon.

And I had 1 pill green 2 pills red this morning, after waking up rather, && I feel strong effects already.

So I THINK one instance of giving in to temptation/curiosity/whatever you want to call it, doesn’t or at least shouldn’t ruin the responsible usage of the kratom supplements / capsules.

Today I’m going to lunch w/family, to celebrate said birthday.

Oh well.

So what is it?

I think.

Thanks for reading.

Yesterday was someone’s birthday, so I had 6 g red vein in the evening.

Still? The morning dose (1.5 – 2 g, a little green maeng da + a little red borneo) is more effective.

This shows, I think, that there are other factors besides just “doing more” or “doing a lot” that change how it turns out.

The evening, I didn’t really get the effect I wanted.

Besides warning me of tolerance, this warns me of addiction.

And tolerance.

And addiction.

But it was a birthday weeked, and nothing bad health-wise happened

So I just wanted to let you know.

It was not 12 pills red all at once. It was spaced out.

I think the whole deal w/the evening is deeper and more of a riddle than I thought, && I have to figure it out a little, besides just the kratom.

Thanks for reading.

This french audiobook is really good.

And also, audible (I’m on the 1-book credit / month allowance plan, it’s $9/mo in my region), is good for french audiobooks.

I also set my system language to french, so it’s easy to find like, more modern french audiobooks.

I’ve listened to the complete In Search of Lost Time series probably 3 or 4 times by now.

Not continuously, I mean. Just, over the last few years.

Fuck shit fuckass niggerzthizz bitch x fuck you shit fuck.

That was a good one.

I can’t be happy yet. I haven’t earned it.

Impersonating a police officer carries a strict fine.

Fuck you, shit bitch. I am going to kill you.

Then again I changed my mind.

As my mother spies on me…