My parents are gaslighting me.
Silicon valley is compromised. It is evil.
Religion is evil.
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Fuck you shit fuck bitch. I am going to kill you.
The rmi got better a little, I just needed a short computer break.
The evening is going alright.
The parents are terrible people.
Fuck you shit bitch ass retard fuckup.
Anything else?
Salsa?
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I don’t know if that’s safe.
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Had 0.5 g (500 mg) green maeng da after dosing initially w/2.5 g red borneo.
Red is very weak/gentle. However it does seem to help w/hormones && neurotransmitters (feeling more “cozy” right now).
The maeng da strain, whichever color it is, I think is very opy. Reminds of percocet, but percocet was prescription, && calmer && cleaner. Maeng da is sort of… dirty, but intense.
I guess that’s why it’s popular.
I still have yet to buy a bag of a 3rd strain, something to mix it up. I’m still learning how to use the basics (one green, one red), && figuring out best practices so that it can be beneficial for health and not dangerous.
I guess that’s it for now. I wish I could have more.
Oh yah! I’ve kind of self-analyzed, and health upper limit is like 3.0 g, && safety upper limit is like 4.0 g.
Good day.
I have RMI in my wrist so I’ll have to keep it brief && shutdown the setup for today (maybe tomorrow, too).
Kratom seems to be a very reliable herbal medicine.
Anxiety seems to be correlated w/cravings for more. In this case, a red vein is preferred. Haven’t tested green vein limits, or other green veins very systematically.
Red = relaxing;
Green = go get em.
So that’s nice.
There are a lot of changes going on in my life, && I think things are improving, but I just… want to maintain/sustain it. That’s my biggest concern right now.
Thanks for reading, good luck on the rest of the internet~
A data point on redosing
So it’s good.
I had 2 red, 1 green (pills, each pill is 0.5 g from Mitragaia), this morning after waking up.
I wanted a more “natural” day of workstuffs (I am a web developer), and this is actually good, b/c the harshness on the stomach was a bigger issue than the addiction for most of the day.
Now, it’s been a few hours, && I decided to re-dose w/1 green + 1 red (0.5 g each), && I think that is actually not just caving into addiction, but a good decision.
If you’re stable for a few hours after a dose, && it was a smallish dose, I think another small one is safe.
Obviously don’t repeat this every half hour the whole day. That threatens yr liver, if nothing else.
The irony, that kratom is natural, and I think w/o it is natural.
Oh well oh well.
So work stuff is going well today. (No I am not a drug dealer, no I do not use Tor or the black web, etc.).
Pragma v. bureaucracy at fo-fo, as it werth-go.
So it’s good.
I’m getting kratom cravings again. It’s too good to be true.
I don’t know what to do.
Screw you.
I don’t know. I’m trying to do analog things. Screens are infectious.
Having said that, sometimes it is a good infection.
I don’t know.
I don’t know.
There was something else there.
How are you?
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Oh yeah. How serious and boring.
Do you appreciate lust, or fuck it?
I don’t much do either.
Say here we are. Oh what haven.
What orgy.
What fuckage.
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Was bound to happen sooner or later: it IS a french audiobook.
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Thanks fucking fucking thanks.
Test, test. Water whore, water whore.
Test, test.
What the fuck is this shit. What the fuck is this shit. Who the fucke killede me.
Fuck you, shitbitch. Die die die fuckers, die.