American healthcare is the retard of the planet.
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The internet is fucking useless.
You are trash. Kill yrself.
Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch.
Retards ass-shit.
Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch die die die fuckwad asswad dipstick retard fuckolah.
Kill yrself.
Fuckers.
Retards. Shitty ass niggers.
Retards fuckers shitty ass niggers.
Fuckers retards fuck you bitch.
Die die die, shit fuck shit fuck shit fuck. Retards.
WTfuck is th. rancid horseshit.
I want FRESH ONION.
Blog defensively.
What is the issue w/the stasis field. Am I not allowed to be allowed.
Legalize drug users.
Califuckyou is working on that, but it can’t do it alone.
Hey fuck you, just btdubs.
Hey fuck off. Kill yrself.
Fuckers.
Mama needs some more alone time in her day-to-day. I do my best, but sometimes I just get super, like, need to talk to a human body.
Papa is there. I try to keep him happy, but not stupid. That part he does himself.
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I don’t know. I’m super scared of what happened to me. I don’t want to repeat the past.
Is this even possible?
I don’t know. Better not to realm into the Venture Bros. of philosophy.
Bad butterflies, bad bad, butterflies.
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I don’t know what else to say.
Thanks for reading~
My voices are starting to act up. How unfortunate.
As a reminder, manual willpower is not a sustainable solution to fight addiction.
Quitting is not a sustainable solution, either.
So, also, I think the benefits are there, despite one’s headspace.
Next time for an outing, I guess I’ll mix green + red.
I would like to buy a 3rd strain, to mix it up (maybe a yellow?) but really, it should not be necessary.
I’ve been trying to be kinder to my parents.
&& friendlier w/the neighbors.
I dunno. Fight fight fight, exhaustion.
The patternism.
I don’t know what to say. I sort of like water.
Well what it is. I guess.
I need to work on my abs like 2x.
My ass was sore today, though. Which means my exercise routine is starting to pay off.
Hoping to get back into jogging once I convince myself that my knees aren’t going to buckle under my weight again.
What, eh…
I didn’t get much analog time today. Wah-wah sad bears.
I did some chores, did like a 2k-step walk, && helped out w/the parents in some ways. I also learned a lot && researched a few things.
Some things on the side (sly?) as well.
Honestly? I’m not worried about the kratom. I’m just scarred by the addiction I had previously.
So anyway. I analyze all my supplements after a sufficient period of time (~1 mo.), && started taking a multivitamin again. I think I may have some mineral deficiency, b/c multivitamins always sort of “satiated” my cravings.
I’m hoping to treat my body better than I used to. This includes the kratom.
So leave it at what may be and all undue haste be gone, what else can I say?