Is it legal to exist here?

My parents are fat, so they have health issues. Also (how to say this politely around spies…), the chef (a relative) cooks too much.

Cybersecurity completely compromised.

My family attacks me often.

The church is corrupt.

No one cares about me.

The neighbors are terrorists. It is white nationalism. Welcome to citizenship.

My family is criminal.

The system is harassing me, verbally, from the nearby area.

Noisy church x lazy cops.

I don’t really know what to do w/myself. I don’t want to do anything / am too tired for everything, but I am not sleepy, at all.

So fuck.

Yeah.

I don’t know.

I guess I’ll just sit at my desk and stare off into space.

I tried to go to bed around 2-2.5 hours ago. It’s about 3:15 right now, where I am (AM).

I did not fall asleep. I was lying in bed w/the lights off and window open.

Maybe having the window open was the bad part.

The room is a little chilly now.

…

I need to talk to my mom about this kratom thing.

Not now, obviously. Seniors do try to sleep reasonable hours.

…

The secret service harassed me thru my window acoustically while I was trying to sleep. Either that or I have pretty bad pareidolia (hearing voices or sounds in white noise).

Well anyway.