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Brief checkup

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I’ve been going through some changes to my medication (for mental health problems) w/my psychiatrist, and actually, just so you know, my therapist did recommend me writing in this blog (to keep track of things). I don’t feel safe about it, and I think I need to clean it up a bit, but I don’t know how to do that w/o sacrificing my rawness/honesty (bleh), “data log” for myself as information for my care team, && maybe a few other things.

I’m sorry for being so violent and disrespectful w/my language.

I don’t know who I’m apologizing to.

All my sentences start w/the word “I”, which means I am selfish.

It’s strange. Time is a strange beast.

Anyway.

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My father is a terrible person.

Fuck you shit die die die fuck off die kill yrself you fucking trash kill yrself.

Fuckers. Fuckers go die.

DIe die die shitfucks.
Ass kill yrself.

I am going to KILL you.

You fucking garbage.

Rejects hovering around me (for… a good reason? 0)

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Let’s make fun of how brainless mozilla is.

Har har look at their shitty software.

Ruining my life.

One task and email at a time.

What a mediocre browser.

At least target–if it can’t attract healthy sane customers–sells 1 L of unscented healthy body wash for like $5.

Amazon fucked America.

God bless in peace rest fuck you burn the church down.

Anything else on the menu? Or are you just going to TALK more (fags).

Ass-shits. Fuck you, bitch.

Die, bitch.

Kill yrself.

You fucking whoreass trash. You are so fucking stupid.

I don’t understand why you think I am your friend.

I am not yr friend.

Go die… slowly.

FUCK LIFELONG LEARNING IN THE ASS SHIT-FUCKS IN THE INDUSTRY

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I went shopping (chores/errands shopping, like think cat food & shampoo) w/mom today.

It was horrifying.

Amazon really fucked up the economy.

&& I have a few good arguments in case I need to serve as a juror in a claims case against amazon.com (a company? a website? YOU decide (sort of)).

I don’t remember what they are though, but I thought of them at one point.

But I don’t have to do jury duty anymore.

B/c I am a retard.

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Most people would probably say I’m a decently intelligent && a decently not-that-bad looking retard.

Well just know that those two things take effort.

Good luck w/the rest~

slash eyelash

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I don’t fucking know. This is horse shit. Fuck you, shit fuck shit fuck. I should panic more and insult others less.

Panic panic panic how cool.

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I hate Gemini. I fucking hate robots. They’re so depressing. And police state. They suck heairy cock.

Shitstorm+. That’s the name of the web app I’m making.

Fuck UC Davis. Ass mcgee.

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Meejee meejee meejee. Fuck you, bitch.

Shit-shut fuck-up.

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What else?

I’M in pain, so that’s nice.

I don’t know what to say. I don’t exercise enough. I’m going to start hiking up the hill across the street &| weightlifting twice a week (Tue/Thur) from now on. Or at least that’s the plan.

The advice to walk every day DOES NOT WORK.

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Die, European.

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What else?

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I fuck you.

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Shitfuck.

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Assniggers.

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Bitch-flying.

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Stupidretardpocalypse.

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Anything else?

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I’m not done yet. I want you incinerated by your clone.

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In a pizza oven.

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Fuck shit.

Fuck shit. Fuck shit.

Fuck shit.

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I don’t know what else to say. I hate fuckshit assbitchniggers.

Bigger tharn the shit.

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Fuck you shit.

Ass bitch.

Die die die.

Shit fuck ass shit fuck ass kill yrself stupid queers retards fuck you.

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Shit fuck ass.

I guess that’s it for now.

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NO just kidding you’re fucking BRAINLESS.

GO TO HELL.

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Retards.

Fuckups.

&& Sluts.

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Bitch dancing. Where bitches dance.

Is a new pop song.

No pop song is new.

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melody.

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refrain from harming yrself. Unless by that I mean exercising (temporary harm to muscles–is healthy).

Hey die.

Retard fuck-up.

Die die die.

Shit fuck ass.

Shit fuck ass.

I hate you.

So much.

You have no idea.

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I hope you go away sometime soon.

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I guess that’s it for now. I wouldn’t know what else to say.

Thanks for reading.

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So what do you think? More else wise?

Or nottttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt?

What would you CHOOSE?

For someone ELSE?

Retards.

Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch.

Kill yrselves.

Fuck you, shit fuck bitch.

Die die die.

Retards.

I hate you.

You stupid shits.

Fuck off.

That’s it. Give in to that anger, retard.

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Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch.

Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch.

Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch.

DIE DIE DIE SHUT THE FUCK UP or whatever you don’t have to if you don’t want to.

Suicide is optional.

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Anything else?

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B/c lawyers always tell the truth.

Awesome, isn’t it.

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Good income, I guess.

=/