Well, I bought a pack of capsules of red verin, && one of green vein.

Green is the upper (for work stuff), red is the relaxant (for evening anxiety).

So that’s good!

I think the risk of serotonin syndrome is waaay overstated. The internet is all allarmas panic panic.

Relax, I’m on a low dose of the most basic SSRI. I don’t think my heart is going to stop anytime soon, && I want to decrease my SSRI dose ANYWAY, so fuck that.

I also have experienced tachycardia in the past WITHOUT narcotics (is ktea a narcotic?), WITH psych meds.

So there’s that.

I’m tired of not being legally && circumstantially allowed to think for myself.

I want a treat.

Let me have a good life.

(Fuckers).