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I was reading some stuff on Erowid, and missing old times. The first phases of self-medication. It was actually good for a while. But there are so many practical problems with the whole thing–hygiene of consumption, cutting/identification/purity, legal consequences.

There’s a lot to tackle, as a society, but I’m looking forward to the day when things like LSD && MDMA (which were both very nice to me and I did not get addicted to at all) are legalized recreationally.

Opiates are a whole nother story.

But yah just drug policy in my country is not the most progressive, shall we say.

It is what it is.

Be safe.

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Yeah and I just wanted to say–violent writing is not always as satisfying as I think it should be. Obviously my narrative is a little worrisome, to put it gently, but I’m not planning on harming anyone, committing any crimes, or causing any property damage. So, I think, the best thing I can do is look after myself, keep my close ties personal / not-public, && just try to live a healthier life.

Sorry if I worried anyone.

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Brief checkup

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I’ve been going through some changes to my medication (for mental health problems) w/my psychiatrist, and actually, just so you know, my therapist did recommend me writing in this blog (to keep track of things). I don’t feel safe about it, and I think I need to clean it up a bit, but I don’t know how to do that w/o sacrificing my rawness/honesty (bleh), “data log” for myself as information for my care team, && maybe a few other things.

I’m sorry for being so violent and disrespectful w/my language.

I don’t know who I’m apologizing to.

All my sentences start w/the word “I”, which means I am selfish.

It’s strange. Time is a strange beast.

Anyway.

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My father is a terrible person.

Fuck you shit die die die fuck off die kill yrself you fucking trash kill yrself.

Fuckers. Fuckers go die.

DIe die die shitfucks.
Ass kill yrself.

I am going to KILL you.

You fucking garbage.

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Rejects hovering around me (for… a good reason? 0)

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Let’s make fun of how brainless mozilla is.

Har har look at their shitty software.

Ruining my life.

One task and email at a time.

What a mediocre browser.

At least target–if it can’t attract healthy sane customers–sells 1 L of unscented healthy body wash for like $5.

Amazon fucked America.

God bless in peace rest fuck you burn the church down.

Anything else on the menu? Or are you just going to TALK more (fags).

Ass-shits. Fuck you, bitch.

Die, bitch.

Kill yrself.

You fucking whoreass trash. You are so fucking stupid.

I don’t understand why you think I am your friend.

I am not yr friend.

Go die… slowly.

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FUCK LIFELONG LEARNING IN THE ASS SHIT-FUCKS IN THE INDUSTRY

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I went shopping (chores/errands shopping, like think cat food & shampoo) w/mom today.

It was horrifying.

Amazon really fucked up the economy.

&& I have a few good arguments in case I need to serve as a juror in a claims case against amazon.com (a company? a website? YOU decide (sort of)).

I don’t remember what they are though, but I thought of them at one point.

But I don’t have to do jury duty anymore.

B/c I am a retard.

…

Most people would probably say I’m a decently intelligent && a decently not-that-bad looking retard.

Well just know that those two things take effort.

Good luck w/the rest~

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