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Some freedom of speech on a random nobody blog w/reassurances that the threats are not real (and threatening)

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I’m in pain. I don’t fucking know what to fucking do.

Help me help me, oh lord what will happen to me if no one helps me.

Oh dear oh my, what calamity, what cataclysm.

Oh well oh well oh well fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch.

Retuning the brain waves.

I don’t know what to say, either.

I’m fucked.

I’m sorry for all of this.

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But I am neither suicidal nor homicidal, which is good.

The therapist && psychiatrist ask me that every appointment.

Appointment appartment.

Shitty neighbors gaslighting me.

I don’t know what to say.

I’m so worried.

How does one “relax” (and is it possible?)?

WTF fuck you.

Kill… something.

Or just play games it is UWU-WATERVS.

Fuck you I’m going to kill you.

Dear reader I’m not going to kill anyone.

What is this fiction.

I give, I give–I’m just venting.

Now the cops will arrest me for writing in my online journal anonymously.

This is modern society.

It suxxxxxxx.

Fuck off.

Shit fuck ass nigger thizz bitch DIE DIE DIE.

I don’t know what to say.

This is so stupid.

I have no structure, nothing really do live with anymore.

I’m neither suicidal nor homicidal, and my mental health is actually pretty good.

I just value freedom of speech (and to some extent laissez-faire).

Or whatever, the fuck.

The fuck-T.

Ass is ass nigger thizzin bitching fuckall placebo effect.

Placebo effect.

I hope you can survive the globals warmings.

Safety is not worth the sacrifice, though.

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I don’t know. It’s tiresome && bothersome. Voices acting up, too. Which sucks.

I don’t really know what to say.

Sorry for all of this. Just my thoughts, in writing.

That’s nice

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Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch. Stupid retard fuckola ass nigger bitches shit shit shit.

ANTS!

Papa is busy killing ants which were attacking some chocolate we forgot about.

I feel so bad.

I feel so bad.

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Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch. FUCK YOU.

Bitch.

Fuckass niggers.

Shit fuck retards neighborhood neonazis fuck retard ass-ass nigger thizz.

Fuck shit ass nigger thizz.

Sudden repose induces panic, so I listen to Bach lute suites

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I don’t know. I’m sort of tired. I’m trying to take it easier, out-juke the trickster reader (who talks loudly instead of reading). Maybe that is me. Who is the reader?

I don’t know I don’t know. What would you advise?

Papa had a migraine yesterday, and he was really scared it was a stroke. We did the basic face-asymmetry/symmetry test, lift left arm (I told him to lift both arms) test, and from his descriptions (one eye blind spots, pain in one half of “brain” as he said) it seemed like a migraine.

I enjoy being a biomedical engineer, && a former athlete. I enjoy helping others be healthy, as little as I am capable of it, still so.

Still so.

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I’m lonely. But I want to stay single. YOU KNOW WHAT THAAAAAAAT MEAAANS: Yeah, go to the local card game shop and make friends.

Oh boy commander, I hate commander, I’m so scared of people.

I’m so scared of people.

The good thing is, I can take it slow, take it easy, take it slow.

Which is good.

That makes me heppy.

I’m trying to go “easier” on myself, and mom is shopping for flower seeds on Amazon.

What else is new.

I’m sorry I scared you. I’m totally okay. I hope the black net is treating you well. You know I don’t remember who you are, right?

Sorry about that.

Well anyway, I’m glad we were able to connect, and that I can prove to you that I’m okay, not in prison, taking safety measures in this insane fuck-show (I won’t call it a “whirled”).

So it is.

So it is.

Well anyway. I hope you’re doing okay.

Plenty of fish I guess.

Need to go to CARD STOOOOORE 2-day! Yeah! :-D.

Take it slow; take it easy, take it slow…

I’ll try to work on more photos more often. And publish them on here!

Oh also I sort of want to learn lyrical poetry (like verse, sinquaine, etc.) not free verse. FUCK FREE VERSE TO HELL AND BACK. IT’S NOT POETRY.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh retards.

Oh well.

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Why not more?

You can leave me alone. I’ll be okay. I hoeppe you’re okeigheuh.

Shit fuck ass nigger thizz bitch retard asshole fuck shit ass

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Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch. Retard retard retard.

Someone in the area is spying on my thoughts and yelling at me in response.

It’s a dialogue.

Fuck you go die. Go basejumping w/o a parachute or something.

Pathetic depressed people. Pathetic U.S / Califuckyou laws.

No freedom of speech whatsoever.

And someone is going to kill themselves b/c they’re suicidal.

And they’ll blame it on my writing.

Fuck you.

Bitch.

BLACK people–oops, Europe

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I don’t really have anything to say. I don’t know what to say. The nieghbors && my father harassed me today. This happens EVERY day.

I live in a liberal state, and this is the “combat” the republicans like.

Very “gentle” talking (that mostly makes themselves deaf).

Who doesn’t like reading?

Anyway, at least I have some control over my own voice.

Well isn’t that an atom to split.

Whatever else, I wouldn’t know–but I didn’t get a day off today, like I was self-employment telling myself to do.

You’re being too direct–I would not rather respond to your slimy espionage.

In any case, the twists and turns of the tide merit that the least I can do is censor them.

Look at these people that don’t exist! (supposedly).

In a high traffic area.

So good.

So go kill yourself–and then punish me for my freedom of speech.

Ahh, you already have, I see, I see. B/c y’re a chink-ass bipolar retard lawyer slime that violated my rights to shmooze w/the corrupt cops.

Big business is booming in FAMILY LIFE.

Yayy. yayy. You seem to be bad.

How about you go kill yourself?

You will likely FAIL, because evolutionary instinct is very STRONG (basic evolution, which is taught in basic biology programs), and do damage to your own body.

In some disciplines, like exercise, that’s called exercise.

Yes, I exercise.

So go fuck yrself, instead of others.

Good luck w/the shit.

Angry Opener

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Here’s a photo I took/made. Enjoy!

ViviCam 6300

Thanks for being a great reader. I realize I haven’t been taking care of the reader lately. I apologize. Parents/tasking. Parents yes (mostly you don’t have to do anything), tasking NO (mostly).

Oh well it is what it is.

Thank~

Sound corridor w/noisy neighbors violating me, so I write (oh no!)

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My brain is relearning how to function w/o being dolt what hoo-doo.

Ohy yya.

Why there?

Anytime.

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Shit fuck ass nigger thizz bitch.

The neighbors are filibustering… the neighborhood.

Oops.

No home office. Not 4 UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

… but maybe for uWu?

:-).

Slash root dot England coddslewaldy hey hair hare hehre what?

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I don’t give to tease, but I do enjoy a good time.

How are you, stupid retards.

Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch.

What? The psychiatry dept told me to get a mantra.

Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch.

Can you guess what my mantra is?

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I give up on everything. I’m not going to clean up after myself.

I guess my past is not as baddeeeeeeeeeugh as I thotte.

What else?

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Is Elsa Kim really dead?

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I don’t know these things, and I worry. I had a lot of female (and some male) heroes in my peerdom in school. Mathematicians, engineers, social science / humsoc ppl.

Pooh-puhl.

Ohy why.

Oh well.

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I don’t know what else and the voices, the voices. What else could we do?

I’m glad things are there again though. For a while, things were not there.

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Or maybe it was just a promise.

Lots of bad javascript on the internet.

Oops.

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What else could it be? I don’t know much, I don’t know much, gutt-butt you betta’h.

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Or else.

I don’t know.

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What is it and why does it go there? And what do I do with it? It’s so dark indoors.

And I can’t have the window open b/c it’s not private where I live, in the front of the house.

Shit fuck ass nigger thizz bitch.

Shitty wind tunnel on this area around 680.

Oops.

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What else could you would you like to DIVULGE.

Oh hi there, Marc.

Fuck you, Marc.

Lots of Marcs. I don’t like the one that taught me. Stranger, random marx.

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I don’t know what else to say. Things are what nothing can sell so slime up and go to hell.

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeighy.

Ory.

Why?

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I don’t know what else to say.

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Shitty fuck you bitch shit fuck ass nigger thizz bitch stupid retards ass fuck shit.

Shit fuck ass nigger thizz bitch.

I give up.

Terrorists win. Maybe they will overthrow the americas and legalize opium.

Then everyone will be happy winners.