Party house x noisy church x black neighbors TALKING LOUDLY AGAIN.
How unfortunate for me.
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“UNFILTERED” language
I don’t want to regurgitate the dog shit “language” that my mental healthcare team (&& “infrastructure”) now a cop is wailing in the distance.
There is a lot of bad advice on the market.
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I don’t want to regurgitate the dog shit “language” that my mental healthcare team never explained.
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In general, yes, doctors are very stupid, uneducated, && condescending.
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Some doctors in grad school “turned me into an animal”.
How funny.
But humans are automatically animals.
That’s just what taxonomy says.
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Insects are also animals.
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That party house sure did shoot me up w/a lot of imaginary heroin in my ‘hallucinations’ (what is a hallucination?).
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Sorry, my visuals are easy to posses.
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They’re talking again.
That’s great.
GOOD FOR YOU.
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Cops waltz into the room, no bugs, leave the room.
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No.
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THAT is fair wordage.
I’ll just publish this one.
Someone is talking loudly b/c I am alone in my room && I can hear them, so the neighborhood is not safe, and there’s also a church nearby, so it’s probably them.
Physically, yelling.
It’s my weekend, so we’re kicking it off w/a hefty dosage of HEALTH PROBLEMS.
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I had more to say, so I don’t know whether to pause, or listen to the neighbors talking again (probably from the party house), && etc.
My eyes are very unhealthy.
I have very bad eye bags.
I don’t know what dark circles are.
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I’m trying to learn 8 languages:
(in no particular order, except for French, which is first (foreign language) (just use a combinatorial if you need to prioritize it, in your readership):
Computers don’t work anymore.
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So the languages I am trying to learn are:
French
Dutch
Japanese
Spanish
More American English
Mathematics
Music (playing, ear training, playing, like the piano I play that I just mentioned)
&& Russian Ukrainian (using study of Russian)
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This obviously will go at a v. slow pace, b/c I am fickle according to others, && I am disenfranchised sort of.
But more importantly, it is a broad spectrum of language.
That’s why I mentioned French as 1st foreign language to study.
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Someone is talking again, in a deranged sort of high frequency voice, so it’s sort of unsettling to live here. In this area.
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This blog is anonymous, and cyber-secure.
Thanks for reading.
Hard to find music you like these days.
I like playing piano.
I like when I play piano.
I like the piano I play.
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I like the keyboard I play piano on.
I’m being victimized by my father from downstairs verbally right now, so I guess I’ll explain:
I am trying to get a job in what I have experience in.
I would talk to a friendly robot now, but it would just threaten me, gaslight me, and regurgitate the bureaucracy in silicon valley about things that I already know.
I’m not trying to get a job in silicon valley. That would be really low of me.
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Can you guess what my industry is?
Hint: It’s not the city.
I wasn’t aware noise pollution mostly meant people talking violently.
Cars are nice, when they sound like they’re maintained.
I had something else to say.
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The black neighbors seem to yell a lot.
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My professionalism in industry is not the best, but I’ve passed tests && interviews before.
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Worst comes to worst, I’ll just pay the california government my debt.
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Strange people.
I don’t really have anything else to say, but it sounds like my mother next door is talking in her sleep.
I snore occasionally, but I track it w/my phone.
I have read some books at some point.
I actually prefer reading before going out (of the house), && in between tasks, functional tasks, work-related tasks, on breaks.
But right now it’s my weekend.
I don’t really like rewards that don’t pay me money.
Reading is a chore.