My indie web dev stuff is coming along really well.
I try to use ai as little as possible.
It’s good at looking up the internet for you though.
&& I sent out a resume to swiss company recently.
They have offices in Cali.
It would suck to work for them, but I guess I can sacrifice some of my dreams for the sake of my father’s totalitarian narrow-minded false prophecies imposed upon me by him.
The parents are both braindead.
Something that I’ve realized, empirically (is there any other way? (yes)), is that cardio (exercise) is really good for the cardiovascular (as well as pulmonary) system(s).
My hallucinations I am starting to understand. My brain’s acoustic centers are noisy, so I hear voices that aren’t there, usually in areas where people ARE nearby–but it is not them talking.
My delusions I am starting to understand. It is sort of my brain’s panic response, jumping to conclusions about this or that. It’s not that bad.
What is bad is my paranoia && anxiety.
&& yin yoga helps w/both of those.
I don’t know if I should blog.
I wish I didn’t have to.
But I wish I could say what was on my mind, instead of hiding so much.
Oh btw, others, if you’re gay && you don’t want to come out, you don’t have to.
So that’s nice.
It’s hard to find good people these days.
Shoot the dirt w/a firearm on sight.
My mother is a terrible person, && most “people” (more like monsters) in Cali are really stupid.
Now children, let’s genocide all the Christians.
I am currently not safe.
Kill all the babushkas.
They like whispering.