I don’t know. I didn’t know there was an election.

So I guess I live in the U.S.

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Fun to get breakdown-analytical w/things. Data science is fun && (not) easy! :-{P

How are you?

I don’t know what to say. I don’t THINK I’m like, a coward or whatever that is.

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Listening to some jazz. Voices today, but not that bad, && only later on.

I need to sort of accept that… it’s not going away.

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Philip K. Dick is good, not too dense. I’ve read some of him, two of his books, but not Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep.

His views on drugs are sobering.

Basically the whole deal in the one with Can-D is that, MDMA is like a poor man’s happiness.

There ARE more authentic things.

A hug from a family member.

Having said that, well also business is business. But candy is candy.

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I hope you can be responsible w/your leeway.

Or am I “talking to myself”.

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What a strange place.

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Need to go to bed soon. I’m on my desktop, so it’s sort of, more relaxed, the laptop, even though it’s mine, is more for work things.

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Anonymity is super-important on the internet.

Like I learned in elementary coding in college: robots && humans are just good at different things!

I don’t know. I don’t think of pedestals when I talk about this.

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Good jazz.

I forgot. About happiness. && leisure.

I am hoping to get into Commander (EDH) in Magic: The Gathering. Once I get past the intro, it SHOULD be casual, fun, meet people, use my brain, be competitive.

What’s not to like?

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I don’t think I’m a “coward”.

Boy do I get confused.

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This med reduction is going well.

I had a moderate quantity (on the low-mild-moderate-large scale of kratom usage) of kratom today.

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I don’t know. It’s interesting.

Lots of minorities. Diversity.

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I am starting to take better care of myself. I think I’ve said that already.

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I don’t know. I don’t like green maeng da that much, it’s sort of good for work stuff time but that’s about it. The “euphoria” is more just, excitement? &&, it’s not unnatural, but it’s not really, novel, or good-feeling too much? I much do (like I said once, on this blog, before) prefer red strains so far. Red Borneo && whatever the other red I got (Bali?) are good. They sort of work on taking the edge of things off.

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My mom is good w/a knife. I really should not be as worried as I am.

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I want the parents to be much healthier. I need to edit my writing more thoroughly. I’ve been doing writing practice more often. I hope I can at least… be good @ SOMETHING.

In my work stuff, coding, I use some more obscure packages/softwares, but I really like them. The whole digital ecosystem, when you get away from the flame wars, are pretty… decent. As in, like, well-mannered, respectful. The internet is not a bad thing, despite how much I’ve hated it for so long. I am just not good @ using it, I guess?

I don’t know.

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Need to do some Christmas shopping @ some point.

To reiterate: ANONYMITY ON THE INTERNET IS SUPER-IMPORTANT.

I agree w/one of my former colleagues about that.

I don’t really stay in touch w/anyone.

I am just sort of looking forward to playing commander this saturday. For the first time, at this new store.

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I hope… I hope everything turns out OK.

The current president will probably receive a prison sentence for life (which is not very long, given he’s overweight && probably not healthy in other ways), && that is that. Once the dust settles in a few years.

Well. Here we are. Back to it all.

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Thanks for reading~