Starting to get worried about the kratom

I don’t know if the safety mechanisms I have in place are enough.

It’s a much smaller dose than what I had before.

Much smaller. On the order of 100x-ish smaller.

I closed the door to my closet, as an engineering control to deter me. Though I don’t know who is that lazy to not do the things they want to do.

That last part sort of speaks for itself, though, and to American culture in general.

Fuck you, bitch.

Fuck you kill yrself.

Fuck you fuck off go die.

Shitty fucking trash.

Fuck shit ass niggers.

Drive-bys from the republicans in Cali.

This is going really well.

Notes on kratom (may have regional dependence)

Green (vein):
– stimulant
– good for mornings

Red (vein):
– relaxant
– good to calm down after a busy day

Maeng da:
– “Opey-er” (stronger analgesic && mood properties)
– Not particularly good for sociability

Borneo:
– More complex psychotropic profile (triggers different parts of brain)

Kratom in general, so far:
– Not that addicting, but…
– Easy to abuse
– Commonly sold w/basic hygienic standards disregarded (caution advised)