I’m getting kratom cravings again. It’s too good to be true.
I don’t know what to do.
Screw you.
I’m getting kratom cravings again. It’s too good to be true.
I don’t know what to do.
Screw you.
I don’t know. I’m trying to do analog things. Screens are infectious.
Having said that, sometimes it is a good infection.
I don’t know.
I don’t know.
There was something else there.
How are you?
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Oh yeah. How serious and boring.
Do you appreciate lust, or fuck it?
I don’t much do either.
Say here we are. Oh what haven.
What orgy.
What fuckage.
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Was bound to happen sooner or later: it IS a french audiobook.
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Thanks fucking fucking thanks.
Test, test. Water whore, water whore.
Test, test.
What the fuck is this shit. What the fuck is this shit. Who the fucke killede me.
Fuck you, shitbitch. Die die die fuckers, die.
Stop eating so much, fuckshit.
I fucking hate my mother’s cooking.
My parents are delusional, and they will never accept reality. Ever.
Fuck you thizz bitch retard ass nigger fuckup.
So for the evening session, w/my evening pills, exercise, && chores (all evening stuff (doesn’t last all evening)), today, I took 1 pill green maeng da && 2 pills red borneo.
That was a couple hours ago.
Just now, b/c I am still wired, I took 3 more pills red borneo.
This makes 0.5 g green maeng da (for altertness–just generally a good thing when not in excess (what is excess?)) && 2.5 g red borneo.
This is a pretty solid round number.
So I think, morning or evening, 3-6 pills (1.5 – 3 g) is good for me.
This is a little LESS than the recommended dosage from my kratom dealer (Mitragaia.com).
Everyone is different. Not in some cheeky like moral sort of way, but actually physically (and I suppose personality as well).
So there’s that.
I don’t know what to expect. But I really want to fix or sort out my evenings.
I noticed a while ago that my personal life is much worse than my work life.
I tend to do pretty good at work stuff time (though not for long enough, according to a traditional clock), but struggle when I’m… free.
Don’t abuse language, as a final consideration.
I’m noticing that 4 pills in the morning for my workday routine, after waking up, w/auxiliary psychiatric prescriptions && nutritional supplements, works PERFECTLY for me. The evening is where the fucking of uppage is.
I’ve noticed some things.
Green maeng da is somewhat hard on the stomach (I believe all green vein strains are–there may be slight exceptions) / kicks my ass if I even have a moderate dose.
Green + red together do not really pose health risks–they’re just good for calm focus.
Red vein is very gentle. It would be nice if it could stand up for itself a little better, but I guess that’s just how calming down works in humans.
Fwiw, I wouldn’t feed my cat, or our fish.
Can you guess what dosage I took this morning?
🙂
(Would also like a third strain, just to sort of mix it up–kratom is not expensive unless you’re super-mega junkie, like I was before. My current stash — just 2 (two) bags, should last at least a year).
Thanks for reading.