Daily Archives: 2026-10-04

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My voices are starting to act up. How unfortunate.

As a reminder, manual willpower is not a sustainable solution to fight addiction.

Quitting is not a sustainable solution, either.

So, also, I think the benefits are there, despite one’s headspace.

Next time for an outing, I guess I’ll mix green + red.

I would like to buy a 3rd strain, to mix it up (maybe a yellow?) but really, it should not be necessary.

I’ve been trying to be kinder to my parents.

&& friendlier w/the neighbors.

I dunno. Fight fight fight, exhaustion.

The patternism.

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I didn’t get much analog time today. Wah-wah sad bears.

I did some chores, did like a 2k-step walk, && helped out w/the parents in some ways. I also learned a lot && researched a few things.

Some things on the side (sly?) as well.

Honestly? I’m not worried about the kratom. I’m just scarred by the addiction I had previously.

So anyway. I analyze all my supplements after a sufficient period of time (~1 mo.), && started taking a multivitamin again. I think I may have some mineral deficiency, b/c multivitamins always sort of “satiated” my cravings.

I’m hoping to treat my body better than I used to. This includes the kratom.

So leave it at what may be and all undue haste be gone, what else can I say?