I am researching blue lotus for skincare / topical application.
I wonder what it would do for my skin.
Probably it would tingle, too.
Which is nice.
I checked erowid–it is legal.
As a tea, from what I remember, it’s very mild.
But pleasant.
A little more subtle than kratom. A little more itchy, where red vein kratom is more warm.
So yeah.
That’s hopefully it from me for the night.
Trying to renormalize my circadian rhythm.
So much good news lately.
I guess… sometimes the system DOES work.
I don’t know. Either I’m unusually high-strung as a person, or red Borneo is a weak red.
I HAVE been relaxed before. I sort of remember what it feels like.
Ghost pepper sauce is more sneaky than strong.
I am thinking maybe 0.5 g more green maeng da, just for the opy-ness.
Other strains to buy later:
I mean every strain has a persona, so getting to know more of them would be nice, and it would sort of interact w/itself.
Am currently @ 5.5 g total.
Red vein very gentle, or maybe I’m just always anxious.
I had some family time today. As you can tell, I barely survived.
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The one thing I have to do tonight is visit the garden.
But maybe a little later.
Technically, never is later.
Although never doesn’t actually exist.
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Strict math/physics stuff.
My mom’s the physicist, I’m the mathematician.
Just read my bio.
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Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch retards bugging my system violating my privacy, the FBI is royally fucked.
Lots of bodies to investigate.
Feel free to leave me out of it.
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Some spices are pretty good.
Still on weekly to-do list: vote.
I mean I will vote this week.
Zenjoy the trip to the… box.
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What the fuck else all else fuckers whore dicks nigger shits fuck you bitch.
Stupid retard ass trash.
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So yeah. Red Borneo good for dreams, it seems, but relaxation properties a little weak for me.
Once I run out of red borneo, I’ll buy another of it, && maybe one other red strain, && one other green strain.
Glad it’s so easy to stock up.
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Herbal medicine is trill.
Deo-dynamix.
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Fuck shit ass nigger thizz bitch kill yrself fuck you bitch shit fuckeres whores ass shits die die die fuckers need to prove they’re telepathic.
At best you are traveling at the speed of sound.
This is currently unimpressive.
Consider fucking yourself more, though.
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Good notice.
I have noticed drastic improvements to my mood && social skills (if you believe there is any such thing)–but NOT something that would be considered abnormal for me personality-wise.
If you can’t tell, I like kratom.
Apparently they are selling liquid extract mixed w/coffee. THAT is wakeup juice + pain medication = ready for a helluva day.
Fuck yeah.
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I think IF you want to track how much kratom y’re taking per day, to sort of monitor addiction, I would recommend just tracking one number: mass of kratom ingested or what-the-shit, consumed, whatever, “topically applied to intestines or mucous membranes”.
So for me, today, so far the morning was 1 g. The workbreak was 1.5 g.
&& the evening so far has been 2 g.
So FOR TODAY SO FAR: 4.5 g.
That is a reasonable dose FOR ME.
Everyone responds differently, && I think the Earth’s socializers (humans && ants) are tipping the scale in favour of herbalism being like, a real thing.
So more information on more plants should be available in the future.
Here’s to hoping, && helping.
Acha~