posit dilemma

So for the evening session, w/my evening pills, exercise, && chores (all evening stuff (doesn’t last all evening)), today, I took 1 pill green maeng da && 2 pills red borneo.

That was a couple hours ago.

Just now, b/c I am still wired, I took 3 more pills red borneo.

This makes 0.5 g green maeng da (for altertness–just generally a good thing when not in excess (what is excess?)) && 2.5 g red borneo.

This is a pretty solid round number.

So I think, morning or evening, 3-6 pills (1.5 – 3 g) is good for me.

This is a little LESS than the recommended dosage from my kratom dealer (Mitragaia.com).

Everyone is different. Not in some cheeky like moral sort of way, but actually physically (and I suppose personality as well).

So there’s that.

I don’t know what to expect. But I really want to fix or sort out my evenings.

I noticed a while ago that my personal life is much worse than my work life.

I tend to do pretty good at work stuff time (though not for long enough, according to a traditional clock), but struggle when I’m… free.

Don’t abuse language, as a final consideration.