What I wanted to say about kratom, too, was that it gave me an unpleasant brain fog this morning, so I had to hydrate, eat breakfast, snack on fresh onions, etc. The usual.

So recently, this evening, it gave me a sort of intense daydream state. Reality blending w/fantasy.

That is what it is known for.

And so, I never really had that much of that previously, in my first time using it (which did factually devolve into addiction && abuse (the plant abused me)).

I was always chasing the euphoria properties of it.

But discovering that it can make dreamstate stronger definitely strengthens what films like Inception make it out to be.

(Inception is about opiates, btw).

SO anyway.

Fuck you bitch, shit fuck for free gratuity hate england hate us hate fuck shit countries.

I did my language lessons today.

It’s starting to be habitual.

But like… for a just environmental challenge, something to take me down && make it real.

Upcycling does that.

I’m too tired to even start, though.

So I might reschedule it.

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