I have RMI in my wrist so I’ll have to keep it brief && shutdown the setup for today (maybe tomorrow, too).

Kratom seems to be a very reliable herbal medicine.

Anxiety seems to be correlated w/cravings for more. In this case, a red vein is preferred. Haven’t tested green vein limits, or other green veins very systematically.

Red = relaxing;

Green = go get em.

So that’s nice.

There are a lot of changes going on in my life, && I think things are improving, but I just… want to maintain/sustain it. That’s my biggest concern right now.

Thanks for reading, good luck on the rest of the internet~

A data point on redosing

So it’s good.

I had 2 red, 1 green (pills, each pill is 0.5 g from Mitragaia), this morning after waking up.

I wanted a more “natural” day of workstuffs (I am a web developer), and this is actually good, b/c the harshness on the stomach was a bigger issue than the addiction for most of the day.

Now, it’s been a few hours, && I decided to re-dose w/1 green + 1 red (0.5 g each), && I think that is actually not just caving into addiction, but a good decision.

If you’re stable for a few hours after a dose, && it was a smallish dose, I think another small one is safe.

Obviously don’t repeat this every half hour the whole day. That threatens yr liver, if nothing else.

The irony, that kratom is natural, and I think w/o it is natural.

Oh well oh well.

So work stuff is going well today. (No I am not a drug dealer, no I do not use Tor or the black web, etc.).

Pragma v. bureaucracy at fo-fo, as it werth-go.

So it’s good.